Once again, he started a new day as walking up at 9h30, brushing his teeth, washing his face, taking a bath, having a cup of milk, enjoying an apple, and going to the lab to chew his thesis. Promisingly, today will be one more day he's gonna add to his collection of daily work to shorten his life. Days in days out, things keep going on and on, continuously, constantly.
It has been for 4 months since the day he started up his FYP, yet its shape hasn't been clear enough.
"That's what a researcher do, Kimhai. The purpose of doing research is to find happiness inside new things. Things sometimes upset us as they lead us to nowhere, things sometimes deepen us into the sticky mud, yet things still attract us as the appealing glory on its ben" That's what his supervisor told him as the aim of doing research.
He won't deny its glory at the end of its way, yet research environment seems not interest him enough, as it does to the others:
1. Bartering times to meet new people, explore new things, experience new corners of life, to face with computer more than half a day to read academic papers, find solutions for his application, or try to fix the bug that he doesn't really know where the heck it comes from.
2. Exchanging times for one's own interests, those that he is aiming to, to times he is digging to the idea of the others, that could be changed and added fast and easily. Once it's changed, he needs whole weeks to re-design and re-implement stuffs as it's supposed to be, yet it comes up with the no-better system as it was before.
Frankly said, he did barter his moving lifestyle.
A pile of works for this FYP is taking all over of his time.
Somewhere a new business plan doesn't have enough time to be developed and be refined, neither does the idea for MIC 2010...
Somewhere...
Somewhere...
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